this is bad. i have a greek & roman religion test in approximately 90 minutes, i’ve barely studied. i glanced at my notes, and ended up noticing those silly things about them instead of memorizing facts about sophists and the augustan renewal and a million other things.

but i’m not worried. for some reason i feel like when i look at the test i’m going to remember everything. clearly i’m not. and i don’t want the same grade i got last time. a freaking 78. ew.
i hate getting a c more than i hate getting a d. i mean, c is just SO average. i either want to bomb because i know nothing, or do well because i studied. and almost always it’s do well, most times i don’t study. but still. i hate c’s more than anything. especially when i was one right answer from a b. damn you.
and i just want my grade for this class to be higher. especially because each of these tests accounts for 25% of my grade.

ugh. study kristen. STUDY.

13 days

and god, the things i write sometimes…

• knew weather & found out olive trees were gonna be bomb so he made bank
• something about knocking fallacies off hermes? no idea
• dresses were “flame colored” (aka orange, EW)
• super unclear as to what this even means, i think professor is making it up
• thought gods portrayed by Homer were total crap
• questioned all aspects of life & religion—> people got friggen pissed

then, my doodles are ridiculous. i’ve taken to drawing a lot of suns, which are nice. then the typical flowers, hearts, starts, & peace signs. but then there’s trees, cows being sucked up by tornados, people being eaten by sharks, sinking boats.
apparently i get pissed and hope people and animals die.